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In the Advocate

by chicken mama

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1.
backroads 03:43
we’re takin’ backroads, gonna get there slowly when the day comes, we’ll be ready you’re gonna wish you were here if you’re not here yet... come on, my love come into the question with me we’re here and it makes no sense if we’re not here for each other all the snails come out in the rain birds are silent from the car smells go past we can’t snap their photographs, nor a shooting star we’re here and it makes no sense if we’re not here for each other you’re gonna wish you were here if you’re not here yet… Slow down, my love slow into this tension with me we’re here and it makes no sense if we’re not here for each other ways a mountain speaks to future lovers little wild blueberries and silent mothers comin’ down on the dark moon, almost fell twice but instead i swooned we’re here and it makes no sense if we’re not here for each other you’re gonna wish you were here if you’re not here yet...
2.
coyote eyes 04:28
i went down to the hidden grove, where it is nobody knows, no what I found was a hidden tree, with a hole that held me within its core little stairs inside that safe, up and down I chose my game, and I continue center folded into hands, so when we touch I understand what continues up a branch into coyote eyes -- there I am in two coyote eyes wah oh, wah oh! then night falls, as all things do the path goes forward, our walk is true feet on sand and hand in yours it must be late, but we must explore what would i find behind those stars? a chest of brambles and a clear heart and on these rocks, made of moon i weave new light upon ancient loom well it’s been found this weave is all for what’s been woven will fall so don’t go frozen, my fiery friend lift the sky with me again wah oh, wah oh!
3.
hemşin yaylalarina yattum uyuyemedum oy aradum sevduğumi daha dayanemedum oy yaz gelince yeşiller sari eruk dallari oy sevduğum nerde kaldun hep gözlerum yollari oy hemşin yaylalarina gidilur mi karadan oy artuk kavuştur bizi yeri göği yaradan oy hemşin yaylalarina yattum uyuyemedum oy aradum sevduğumi daha dayanemedum oy
4.
water 01:16
water, water hush, baby don't you cry it's gonna rain tonight leaves and grass are set to bow the morning sun will wear a crown water, water
5.
chicken said 04:08
wah uh oh, wah uh oh wah uh oh, wah uh oh wanted things to be sad, but they weren’t, no, they’re not so bad wanted things to be scary, but i’m over it now i can fly here, i can fly here, whoa i can fly here, i can fly here, whoa Sometimes a girl’s just got to find her way ain’t no guarantee it’ll be in a given range she may pull, she may buck, she may not give a cluck and when she does, ooh wah uh oh, wah uh oh wah uh oh, wah uh oh i can fly here, i can fly here, whoa i can fly here, i can fly here, whoa siva siva sambo siva siva sambo mahadeva sambo mahadeva sambo here is to the death of all the traps that stifle truth death to the illusion that we must ever part from youth we are all, each of us, expressions of the infinite brothers and sisters, wake up and see your part in it wah uh oh, wah uh oh wah uh oh, wah uh oh i can fly here, i can fly here, whoa i can fly here, i can fly here, whoa
6.
lose yourself in the light you are come home to the place you thought you were so far from and if you find yourself, I wouldn’t be surprised these secret loopholes are the feelin’ of bein’ alive so look in, look out, for the truth lose yourself in the light you see lose all your thoughts about what it was and what it could be and if you lose your mind, well, you still got your heart that’s the subtle art of knowing what you are a part of sooner or later you will find the separation’s in your mind and if you want to feel alive the difference is what you leave behind so look in, look out, for the truth lose yourself in the light you know lose all your thoughts about where you’ve been or where you would go if you could find yourself and keep all the parts that’s the trouble with discovering, you were only made of heart so look in, look out, for the truth
7.
i will meet you in the land where nothing changes we are already there, no need for rearrangements do not worry once my friend, it’s sure we’ll meet again don’t believe those fairytales about separation unfold the mystery of your heart, there is a precious seed planted in that darkness i will meet you in the land where nothing changes we are already there, no need for rearrangements there is nothing meant to be that does not exist if you don’t like your reality, it might need a kiss be the change by loving what is be the change be in love that we exist be it a lover, your job, or a car be here now, there is nothing else, no matter how far you go, you far, you go in, you go to the stars it is all a circle, all the same if we give permission to ourselves to be to yourself to be unfold the mystery of your heart, there is a precious seed planted in that darkness i will meet you in the land where nothing changes we are already there, no need for rearrangements
8.
tell me 03:36
tell me, how is it i know this is a blessing? there's no pressing on, i only take what comes i am calm after, right before no fear of no form tell me, how can they know what no one can? quiet secret of soul, go exposed because it is impossible to keep the all of it in mind, to keep the all of it in mind, keep the all of it in mind, all of it in mind moment ripples out, dangerous in its perfection if we choose to see it that way, changing slide by slide by mind's eye switch your filter, take it out sister brother, share your doubts let your mother hold you as her sacred soil plant a new seed letting be what you see, letting be all your needs tell me, how is it i know this is a blessing? there's no pressing on, i only take what comes i am calm after, right before no fear of no form tell me, how is it you know just what to do? where to put the next footstep, or does it only seem that way? we are born every moment new, we are born every moment new... letting be what you see, letting be all your needs letting be, letting be... tell me, how is it i know this is a blessing? there's no pressing on, i only take what comes i am calm after, right before no fear of no form

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Important note: listening in headphones or in an otherwise silent room will improve your chances of enchantment by bird chirp.

This album was recorded live in its entirety in the goose pen of the Advocate Tree in the Forest of Nisene Marks, Aptos, California, in January 2016. The Advocate Tree was a 1,000 year old redwood tree, 263 feet tall with a circumference of 45 feet. After storms uprooted her in January of 2017, the artists felt compelled to publicly share the recordings. This release celebrates the life of a tree that was saved from logging long enough to fall in its own time, as nature saw fit.

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released February 22, 2017

All songs written and performed by Kasia Kuğay
except Hemşin Yaylalarina, a traditional song from the Northeast of Turkey along the Black Sea coast

Vocals, guitar by Kasia Kuğay
Banjo by Joe Kaplow on Coyote Eyes
Recorded by Jason Bustillos in the Advocate Tree, Forest of Nisene Marks
Mixed and mastered by Lucas Heinel at Getaway Studios

Special thanks to Jeff Hanson and James Durland of the Cabrillo College Recording Program for loaning equipment and encouragement.

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Chicken Mama is Kasia Kugay, born and raised in San Francisco and currently residing in Istanbul, Turkey.

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